A surprise is a mixed blessing.

On the one hand, there is the anticipation of the unknown which is good.

And on the other hand, there is the anticipation of the unknown which is not good.

It isn’t so much the surprise that drives me bonkers, it’s the not knowing. I can’t stand not knowing. It makes me squirrelly. And this weakness in my character is the fiddle people play to make me crazy.

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