In my ambulance-chasing days as a cub reporter and photographer, I used to rush to many accident scenes, some involving cyclists who were crushed and/or killed by motor vehicles. These memories have stimulated a fear that I would call evidence-based. Others have called it irrational.

Which ever side of that coin you may fall, you will have to agree that taking my brand new bike for a spin in traffic would be a test of nerves.

I scheduled my first urban outing for Sunday morning, a time when traffic would be light. I rode into town with my friend who also has a new bike and fear of traffic. We followed the rules, took our time and made it back in one piece. It was a challenge, but it was fun.

But the exercise has not conquered my fear. If anything, it has reinforced it.

That’s because the city - or a least my city - is is not a cyclist’s friend. Drivers here seem to be under the impression that the road belongs to them. You feel their disdain and impatience, especially if you have the temerity to do something like make a left turn.

At one point today, we were at a stop sign waiting for a gap in traffic before making a left. The mini van behind us didn’t like the idea of waiting for two bicycles and kept edging closer and closer, as if to nudge us into traffic.

This was unnerving for the two Nervous Nellies on the bicycles.

When it was safe to make our left, we pulled out.  Mini-van Maven zoomed out with us, passing us on the inside of our left turn, glancing over to give us a dirty look. She said something. I’m pretty sure it wasn’t kind.

So, lesson learned. She was the mini van. We were the bikes. We made her wait. The natural order had been violated.

I will continue to drive my bike but I’ll stick to low-volume times and back roads until there is a change of culture. I have cycled in places where drivers don’t feel this entitlement to the whole road and respect the cyclist as they would any other vehicle on the road.

But change comes slow in this neck of the woods and until such a time when the natural order of the road includes cyclists, I can only say this to cyclists: Be afraid; be very afraid.